Tired.

Tired of trying to make things work because it never does.

Thinking.

Thinking it may be time to start a new job. I want to get a taste of owning a business, and this is a great way to start. It's in the works...

Secret.

I can't tell you about my new man because it's a secret. I can't jinx myself with telling you about it.

Jealousy

I'm jealous that everyone else gets to graduate in May and I'm stuck here (in undergrad) for an extra year. Especially since I know that as soon as I graduate, I'll be working full-time because my job is pretty much set for me. It's so frustrating. It gives me a lot less motivation, too! Maybe summer classes will allow me to finish in December..that'd be nice!

Start up.

I haven't written in my blog since summer, but I may start again. Who knows?! But right now, I thought about it, so I'm doing it. I really don't want to admit that I am the bitter hater of Valentine's Day, but today, I am! I know if I had that "special someone" (or whatever the fuck you'd wanna call the person I'd pretend to love so that I could just have sex all the time) then I probably wouldn't be writing this blog..no, I definitely wouldn't be..it's vday, and I'd be getting laid! But alas, I am not. And that makes me sad. Because right now, I know everyone else in the world is, and that's a sad feeling. Who am I kidding?! Writing this out makes me realize how stupid I sound. But it does kinda suck not having a Valentine...tomorrow I'll be fine haha